Post by destiny sky marcum on May 25, 2009 18:16:14 GMT -5
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[/color]* I DARE SAY THAT YOU HAVE A HOUSE HOLD NAME, BUT FOR OUR NEW READERS, WILL YOU INFORM US ONCE MORE WHAT YOUR PARENTS NAMED YOU ?
so yeah, this chick's full name is destiny rae marcum. she actually loves her name simply because she thinks it is pretty. i know, thats kind of shallow but still, thats how she feels... [/center][/blockquote][/blockquote]
[/color]* REMIND US AGAIN WHEN YOU WERE BORN? I CAN NEVER GET ENOUGH OF THE STORY SURROUNDING YOUR BIRTH .
des was born on april twenty-eighth at a hospital in texas. she was born in the middle of a rainstorm and her partents were going to name her rain but then they thought about the fact that she was the only reason they stayed together and ended up married. so they named her destiny. [/center][/blockquote][/blockquote]
[/color]* OKAY , BE HONEST HERE. WHICH ARE IN TO MORE: GUYS OR DOLLS ? DONT WORRY, OUR LIPS OUR SEALED .
destiny is straight and that isn't some big secret. but lately she has caught herself looking at other girls and has started questioning if guys are the only gender she's intested in.[/center][/blockquote][/blockquote]
[/color]* TELL ME, WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE THINGS IN THE ENTIRE WORLD ? THOSE SPECIAL THINGS THAT JUST MAKE YOU WANT TO SMILE ?
since destiny spend a good portion of her life in texas she's pretty country. she loves horseback riding and she really loves jacked-up trucks. she also loves to go mudding. she also loves the beach,flirting, surfing, sex, parties, and drinking. [/center][/blockquote][/blockquote]
[/color]* AND SADLY, WE ALL KNOW THAT THERE ARE THINGS THAT WE JUST CANT STAND. WHAT ARE YOURS ?
there are quite a few things that destiny detests but i'll keep it down to only a couple. she hates girly-girls and frills. being turned down by a guy is something no one enjoys but it's a major hate for des. she doesn't like it when people try to control her or when there are alot of rules for her to follow either.[/center][/blockquote][/blockquote]
[/color]* WHAT MAKES YOU QUAKE IN YOUR BOOTS ? IF YOU HAD TO PICK ONE THING THAT SCARED YOU THE MOST , WHAT WOULD IT BE ?
the one thing that makes destiny run for the hills is a guy getting close to her. she doesn't want that to happen because they all leave in the end and it always hurts. and pain isn't something destiny like.[/center][/blockquote][/blockquote]
[/color]* IS THERE A SIGNIFICANT OTHER IN YOUR LIFE ? HOW DO YOU DO WITH RELATIONSHIPS ?
destiny isn't into long term relationships simply for the fact she thinks everyone will leave eventually so why waste your time? [/center][/blockquote][/blockquote]
[/color]* NOW , YOU KNOW THAT WE ADORE YOU , BUT LETS TALK ABOUT SOME OTHER PEOPLE FOR A LITTLE BIT. A LITTLE BIRD TOLD ME THAT YOU HAVE SOME PRETTY WELL KNOWN PARENTS. WHO ARE THEY ?
robert marcum is the name of her sire. he's a rancher and still lives in texas. her relationship with him is pretty good since she almost never sees him. her mother's names is jamie marcum. she lives here with des and they have a great realtionship considering the fact that she lets destiny do whatever she wants. [/center][/blockquote][/blockquote]
[/color]* ANY OTHER IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN YOUR FAMILY ? DID YOUR PARENTS HAVE ANY OTHER CHILDREN ? DO YOU HAVE ANY CHILDREN ?
no siblings sadly... [/center][/blockquote][/blockquote]
[/color]* HOW ABOUT PETS ? HOW MANY DO YOU HAVE ?
destiny has one dog, a german shepherd named rebel. she loves this dog to death and has had him since she was fourteen. [/center][/blockquote][/blockquote]
[/color]* OKAY, YOU HAVE TO HAVE KNOWN THAT WE WERE GOING TO ASK. WHATS YOUR BIGGEST & BEST KEPT SECRET ?
her biggest secret is that she is afraid of love. she hasn't told anyone else that, she won't even admit it to herself 'cause she's not afraid of anything.[/center][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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hey there broken lights on the free way . my name is christina and i've been roleplaying for five/six. i'm fifteen years old, and i found you through emily. if you need to hit me up, you know you can always reach me through email, pm, or msn, love. as you can see, i enjoy using amber heard as a play-by. oh and if you want to see what i can do, check out the role play sample. yeah, i'm awesome. i know.
Riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing! that is annoying sound that awakened the brunette that lay twisted in the cool, white sheets of the king-sized bed in the middle of barren apartment. there was nothing in the apartment but the bed, empty shelves, and cardboard boxes. it was pretty obvious that whoever lived there had just moved in. or in lex's case, just moved back. she had spent the last year in australia after her sudden departure from new york. she had told no one she was leaving. no one that is, except andrew. andrew was and is her best friend so the night before she called and told him that she was leaving and she didn't know if she was coming back. she had continued to talk to him after she flew back and was now the only person who knew she was back. shit, life had been hell once she got back to her home and she couldn't even remember why she ever left new york.
She could remember now though, it had been because of weslie. weslie was probably the one person who made her life complete but had also been the one who destroyed it. or at least in her mind he had. for about a year he and her had been on and off with lexie getting with andrew being who she was with when they were off. well, they had finally worked it all out and it would of been a year they had been going out when weslie started coming back to the apartment they shared at that point,(lex rented her's out to a friend) and was missing all the time. lex thought that she had finally found the thing that had to be there, the one fatal flaw that would show her that weslie wasn't really the perfect guy for her, that there really wasn't anyone out there for her. she didn't say anything to him at first, just started asking about where he was more often. thats when the fighting started. when she started asking about where he was and he would give her some obviously made-up answer and they would start yelling and one would leave then come back later and they would have hot make-up sex and everything would be fine or another couple days. but every time the fights got worse and closer and closer to what was really on lexie's mind. the last fight is where lexie told him what she thought, that he was cheating on her, after they screamed at each other for over an hour. weslie left and by the time he came back lexie was asleep. when she woke up the next morning she had decided.
All her stuff was packed up in under two hours. as she walked out of the bedroom for the last time she paused at the door and looked back at the sleeping form of weslie and a single tear ran down her cheek to fall to the hardwood floor before she turned and walked out of the apartment, down the stairs, out of the building and to the taxi for the last time. it broke her heart to walk away from weslie but it also broke her heart to stay with him. and in her mind, she would get over him eventually and the sooner she left, the sooner that day would come. she got on a plane a few hours after that and twenty-four hours after walking out of weslie's life she walked back into the house she grew up in. She continued to wait for the day to come when weslie would no longer cross her mind but that day didn't come for the whole year and some odd weeks that she'd been gone. her hands continued to itch to pick up the phone and call him or to answer every time weslie called her those first few months she was gone. she hadn't known what to do. sit there and look him in the face while knowing he was cheating on her? that wasn't something lexie would do so she did the only other thing so could think of. she left.
The day she decided to come back she told her parents and called andrew. they were all happy, her parents because they think that would make her happy again and andrew because he would get to see her again or that is what lexie thought the reason was for him. it was a week or two before she actually flew back over to the U.S.A., she had to get all of the arrangments ready for dually back state-side. she had decided to board him at orion again. i mean, theres no way weslie was still there. he had to of already left for england again. right?
Now she fumbled around her nightstand, her hands grasping for the pain in the ass alarm clock that woke her up from sleep. When she finally did grab it she yanked it from the wall and hurled it across the room and into the wall, where it broke and left a sizible dent. well it deserved it, it woke her up from the, maybe, three hours of sleep she had gotten, if even that. in the last year lexie had gotten little, if any, sleep every night. and when she did it was that blank, dreamless sleep. she had been having a dream and it was a perfect dream. she had been back with weslie and everything was perfect, not a single worry in her mind. and since that dream had been stolen from her, she wanted to break something.
She sighed and hauled herself out of bed and to the bathroom to take a quick shower and once she was out, blow-dry her hair. she slipped on a pair of jeans and a tank top, catching a whiff of what her skin now smelled like. it smelled like her body wash, like vinilla. she had always loved the scent but it felt like a knife was twisting in her heart when she thought about the fact that weslie had loved it to. he always would grab her after she got out of the shower just to see how she smelled. and that normally led to something else which then led to her having to have another shower. she quickly pushed the thoughts to the back of her mind, since there was no way she could completely shove them from her mind. she pulled on her boots before walking out the apartment, down the stairs, and to her truck.
The fimilar sound of horses snorting and hooves digging into bedding greeted her ears as lexie walked down the barn isile. she stopped a couple times to pat a horse and talk to a couple of people that remembered her. no one mentioned anything about weslie so she became more and more confident that he had left so when she heard someone cussing at a horse the thought that it was weslie was quickly shoved away. even though it sounded just like him, same deep voice, same english accent. as she rounded the corner she nearly ran into the person and opened her mouth to apologize but that isn't what happened.
Her mouth hung open as she stared into fimilar emrald green eyes and her body was inches from the bulk of weslie duke. she finially closed her mouth and tried to find something to say but no words could seem to form and make it out of her mouth. she ran a hand through her hair, slightly messing it up to a tousled look, as she always did when she was nervous.
She could remember now though, it had been because of weslie. weslie was probably the one person who made her life complete but had also been the one who destroyed it. or at least in her mind he had. for about a year he and her had been on and off with lexie getting with andrew being who she was with when they were off. well, they had finally worked it all out and it would of been a year they had been going out when weslie started coming back to the apartment they shared at that point,(lex rented her's out to a friend) and was missing all the time. lex thought that she had finally found the thing that had to be there, the one fatal flaw that would show her that weslie wasn't really the perfect guy for her, that there really wasn't anyone out there for her. she didn't say anything to him at first, just started asking about where he was more often. thats when the fighting started. when she started asking about where he was and he would give her some obviously made-up answer and they would start yelling and one would leave then come back later and they would have hot make-up sex and everything would be fine or another couple days. but every time the fights got worse and closer and closer to what was really on lexie's mind. the last fight is where lexie told him what she thought, that he was cheating on her, after they screamed at each other for over an hour. weslie left and by the time he came back lexie was asleep. when she woke up the next morning she had decided.
All her stuff was packed up in under two hours. as she walked out of the bedroom for the last time she paused at the door and looked back at the sleeping form of weslie and a single tear ran down her cheek to fall to the hardwood floor before she turned and walked out of the apartment, down the stairs, out of the building and to the taxi for the last time. it broke her heart to walk away from weslie but it also broke her heart to stay with him. and in her mind, she would get over him eventually and the sooner she left, the sooner that day would come. she got on a plane a few hours after that and twenty-four hours after walking out of weslie's life she walked back into the house she grew up in. She continued to wait for the day to come when weslie would no longer cross her mind but that day didn't come for the whole year and some odd weeks that she'd been gone. her hands continued to itch to pick up the phone and call him or to answer every time weslie called her those first few months she was gone. she hadn't known what to do. sit there and look him in the face while knowing he was cheating on her? that wasn't something lexie would do so she did the only other thing so could think of. she left.
The day she decided to come back she told her parents and called andrew. they were all happy, her parents because they think that would make her happy again and andrew because he would get to see her again or that is what lexie thought the reason was for him. it was a week or two before she actually flew back over to the U.S.A., she had to get all of the arrangments ready for dually back state-side. she had decided to board him at orion again. i mean, theres no way weslie was still there. he had to of already left for england again. right?
Now she fumbled around her nightstand, her hands grasping for the pain in the ass alarm clock that woke her up from sleep. When she finally did grab it she yanked it from the wall and hurled it across the room and into the wall, where it broke and left a sizible dent. well it deserved it, it woke her up from the, maybe, three hours of sleep she had gotten, if even that. in the last year lexie had gotten little, if any, sleep every night. and when she did it was that blank, dreamless sleep. she had been having a dream and it was a perfect dream. she had been back with weslie and everything was perfect, not a single worry in her mind. and since that dream had been stolen from her, she wanted to break something.
She sighed and hauled herself out of bed and to the bathroom to take a quick shower and once she was out, blow-dry her hair. she slipped on a pair of jeans and a tank top, catching a whiff of what her skin now smelled like. it smelled like her body wash, like vinilla. she had always loved the scent but it felt like a knife was twisting in her heart when she thought about the fact that weslie had loved it to. he always would grab her after she got out of the shower just to see how she smelled. and that normally led to something else which then led to her having to have another shower. she quickly pushed the thoughts to the back of her mind, since there was no way she could completely shove them from her mind. she pulled on her boots before walking out the apartment, down the stairs, and to her truck.
The fimilar sound of horses snorting and hooves digging into bedding greeted her ears as lexie walked down the barn isile. she stopped a couple times to pat a horse and talk to a couple of people that remembered her. no one mentioned anything about weslie so she became more and more confident that he had left so when she heard someone cussing at a horse the thought that it was weslie was quickly shoved away. even though it sounded just like him, same deep voice, same english accent. as she rounded the corner she nearly ran into the person and opened her mouth to apologize but that isn't what happened.
Her mouth hung open as she stared into fimilar emrald green eyes and her body was inches from the bulk of weslie duke. she finially closed her mouth and tried to find something to say but no words could seem to form and make it out of her mouth. she ran a hand through her hair, slightly messing it up to a tousled look, as she always did when she was nervous.
[/color]* CREDITS , ANYONE ?
most of the credit for this goes to take a chance on me over at caution modified by emily for this site - broken lights on the freeway .[/center][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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